Today I have thought of many things to write about and none could compare with the simple fact is that I'm overweight like so many people.   I do have to hold onto the fact that I've got many attributes but I need to find them again.  The "inner" me is there somewhere and I will capture her deep inside myself and set her free.  It feels so weird to say these things.  Do I get personal or do I keep it business like.  I've been skinny all my life but when the kids came so did the pounds, there is no excuse for the weight other than sure laziness.  I'm lazy and need to get rid of this girl in the mirror.  I need to figure out how she got this way and release her to my past.  I thought I would start tomorrow or today.  I figure it doesn't matter but if I don't find a way to take my body and soul back, what excuse will it be tomorrow.  I ate two pieces of pizza today.  I normally don't eat anything for breakfast.  I eat healthy so what am I waiting for?  I know it's the exercise I don't want to do. Please God give me that focus and courage to change who I am today physically and reclaim that fight I know I have.  I know that skinny girl is somewhere in there... Hello, where are you girly?